Forlorn Gone

You ever have that feeling…
Walk into a room and you feel the awkwardness
Sorry I intruded on your talking
Sorry I’ll leave now
So you can get back to it
Back to the bitching
Back to the bad mouthing
Don’t bother hiding it
I know what’s going on
You can’t even look me in the eye anymore

I've got the mood that seems to scare ya.
I'm paranoid, self destroyed.
Believe me lord I'm sorry

It’s hard to ignore the feeling of un-wanted-ness
Worth-less-ness
What ever happened to us
What ever happened to you
Me being me, will always think it was my fault
Although I know its not
I can’t help but feel it
Maybe things will change
I doubt it

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

I’ve found myself
Found out the person
The one
I know I don’t want to be
I am me and that’s all I can do

The thundercloud rain hits the freeway

My life is a sieve
It’s done its work
Filtered the flakes
But kept rocks
It hurts to think that this could be
The end of the road
Left or right
Which way to turn
I don’t know
Why cant I just keep going straight

“The truth remains lethal
And my words become sand"

Why
It’s fine. I’ve come to learn
You aren’t who you seem to be
You aren’t who you play to be

An icing drip below your lip
So we undo the math