.smile.

I’m glad I could have been there for you today. I’m sorry it was such an emotional day, but sometimes we all need to let it out just a bit. You’ve showed me that I can let go. I can open up again and and let someone  in. The sturdiest walls I've ever put up can slowly start to come down. I never thought I would be able to do that. In fact, I told myself that I would never let myself feel.

Your hand weaves perfectly in mine. This feels right, and I’m glad I choose to go with my gut. My head was a fucked up mess, my heart - who the fuck knows. Go with your gut - it’s the advice I would give people, and it’s about time I took my own advice.

Thank you for being who you are, and for being here and in my life today. Thank you for helping me trust in myself, and letting me realize that my heart can feel again. All this started in a shitty way, but I don’t regret any bit of it. You gave me the most intense butterflies last night as I kissed you good night. Thinking about it now gives me butterflies. 

I like this. A lot.