.rough.

I need a vacation to somewhere.
Anywhere.
I don’t have the money to go anywhere though.
Every extra bit of money I have goes into my savings.
Why is moving so expensive.
Maybe I’ll get lucky - I’ll get a job that would be willing to relocate me…maybe?
I just want to be there already.
Happiness is so close…yet so fucking far.
Why is this so hard?
I wish I had money.
Like...a good chunk of it saved away.
Or family there that I could just leave and stay with them without the worry of having to pay bills and not having a job.
I wish I had security.
In the form of money.

Things I need to do soon that will require a money:
1. Get timing belt on car replaced…two oil changes away…$700+
2. Moving costs (and this time I will HAVE to get a truck, with a car trailer) – $2,000
3. HTC Thunderbold phone (I know this is not a NEED, but it’s going to be a present to myself)- $250
4. If not in Denver by April, must buy airplane ticket for Pride - $300