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It’s been a while since I’ve written.

I need to get back to writing more.

It’s good for me.

This week has been a good week. Minus the stresses of work, I’ve been doing well.

Job searching is proving to be insanely difficult though.

I just want to move already.

But alas, life is not easy is it?

Random thought:

I’ve started to wonder…why are my better friends, the friends that seem to know me best, the friends that understand me best without much judgment the ones that I met online?

I have 2 vacation days to take before March 31^st.

I want to travel…I want to go to LA. Or go to Washington.

But I should be saving every little bit of money I get so I can move as soon as I can.

But I want to do somewhere…I have an itch.

OR maybe I could go get myself one of the 3 tattoos I want with the money I would spend on a plane ticket, and just take the days off and not go anywhere…

But I would still spend money…

Sigh.

I want to move.

I need to move.

Soon.

April.

June latest.

Help?

I’m making dinner…same thing I made last night because it was damn good. My whole apartment smells heavenly! Baked chicken (marinated for 24hrs in amazing herbs and spices) with roasted garlic asparagus. It’s almost done and I cant stop salivating…

I miss cooking for someone else…

I feel that I love cooking, but I have more fun with it when I cook for people and not just for myself. Hmm. Maybe I’ll surprise Ivy with dinner this week…

I need to start working out. I’ve lost about 5-7lbs naturally since I’ve been back, but I need to actually work out and lose more…can’t afford a gym membership, so I need to do stuff on my own. Working all the time kinda gets in the way of that though…