.biggest.fear.

I've got death on my mind.

My biggest fear is that you will kill yourself.

I don’t know how. I don’t know when.

I’m scared that I won’t be able to stop you.

I don’t know how to stop you. You’re standing on the edge just watching the cars drive by below you.

The sound of traffic is so loud its almost deafening you can't hear my screams.

Now they are in your head. They say stop. This is stupid. This is dumb. It’s not worth it.

Get off the ledge dear friend. I know you best.

Best than anyone, and this is not for you.

You’re world is now filled with darkness.

Black walls surround you in blindness.

There is no longer light in your thoughts.

Other's might say whatever.

Claim they don’t believe you.

I do.

Please.

I beg.

Move away.

Take a step back.

Hold my hand, and I’ll help you through.

We can make it out of here together.

You and I against these thoughts. See...I need you to do this. It's very important. You're the friend in my head. And I'm not ready to leave this place just yet. I've got some fight left in me.

With every yell and scream, and every plea bargain I make with you, I feel myself slip away. I'm scared that one day...

I'll walk in, and find you dead.

I'm not sure how you will do it.

I'm not sure why.

I'm not sure where.

I'm definitely not sure when.

But I fear that you will soon call it quits...

...on this game we call life. Don’t do it.

Please.