Sad

It's too hard watching you
With a frown on your face
And the saddest eyes
I don't seem to know anymore
What to do.
I feel I made progress
To getting to you
It might just be me
Who knows
I might be the one who
Constantly saddens you
I don't understand
I try, I keep trying
And I want to keep trying
I cant help but caring
I've never cared for someone
Like i care for you
Never.
I've never let myself be
Vulnerable to someone
Like i have to you
And that scared me
It still scares me
and it's taking everything
In me not to put my wall
Back up
Because I feel it in me
That I need to be there for you.
I don't know how else to try anymore
I am running out of options
Running out of ideas
At least you admit to being an asshole
But I hate it when you are one
Now I only question
If you are doing it purposely
Aimed to me
I'm afraid of the answer.