I have three very close friends in Denver. Two are gay men,
one is my ex-girlfriend, and she is planning on leaving. Soon. This summer has
been an interesting one. I don’t know how to describe it, but it’s been
amazing, and shitty all in one. I’ve learned things about people, which in turn
has lead me to reflect on myself. I’m not going to get anywhere if I don’t start
standing up for what I believe in. I know what I want, I know how I should be
treated. I have faith in myself to know that the decisions I make are right, if
they are not, then it is up to me to learn from my mistakes. Everyone can
expect me to act a certain way. I will no longer do that. Call me a bitch. Call
me a cunt. Call me whatever the fuck you want to, this is me.I’ve seen what
happiness entails. I’ve felt it again after years of being numb. I love to be
happy. I enjoy it. Who wouldn’t? It’s just so easy being numb sometimes.
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