Syndrome...

Crazy as it seems
I always knew
There would come a day
I would be lost in my tracks
I'm looking for unopened doors
In search of an answer
I've got a million and one thoughts
Flying around in my head
None of which make sense
Through this haze
You are the one clear thing
I feel lost in my own space
Ooh how you drive me crazy
I wish I could let you know
Ooh I don't even know
You’re the reason...
For the random grin on my face
I've lost control of the butterflies
And I've got a stutter I can’t seem to shake
A tender heart
That never was quite full
I wish to let you know
I got that syndrome...
The best friend syndrome
"Maybe redemption has stories to tell
Maybe forgiveness is where you fell
Where can you run?
To escape from yourself"
I wake up screaming
So real
These voices in my head
If you run to the end of the earth
I would catch you
My attraction for you
Only spells trouble
Even in my search for ways
To create manageable boundaries
The dangerous waters
That flow between friendship
And romantic love
Are starting to go muddy and murky
“Just open your eyes and know that life is beautiful. Do you swear on your life that no one will cry at my funeral?”