Untitled thoughts

Is this a quiet place where you should be alone?
There are far worse things to regret
I am still vulnerable
But I am ready for you to hurt me this time
Some days I remember
The things that I forgot

I keep trying to validate myself
But why…
Who am I to prove myself to but myself?
I need to prove me right
What if I wanted to fight
For the rest of my life
I’m fighting myself
Running from myself
Trapped in this black hole
Breaking down
Waiting for the hand to pull me up
Back to reality

This wasn’t in the plan
I didn’t fit this into my life schedule
You’ve gotten me off my track
You’ve got me wandering the beaten path

You are me